Dream of a Conversation with Grandpa

My grandpa hung himself when I was about 4 years old. I had a million questions I wanted to ask him.

What caused you to take such an action?

If you could live your life again, what kind of life would you choose to live?

What is it like on the other side?

Is it true people who committed suicide can’t get to heaven and are left in the middle of nowhere land?

Are you lonely?

What wisdom would you like to leave me with, Grandpa?